I don’t know why always Eternal Father reminded me of the
Uncertainty of Life. I was often
reminded with the Law of Impermanence in my journey of Life until now. Is it
the question of stability or instability or else the supreme consciousness
wanted to say something about this through me? I was in a deep inquiry. It was
when the young man who used to ask lot of questions to acquire something from
my knowledge, left me stranded as everyone did, I was deeply inquiring myself
on what forced us from this separation. What is with this Law of Detachment?
What does it denotes? What people do have to learn from this Law which the
Eternal Father, the supreme Consciousness framed out. My inquiries were
stronger and stronger as time passed.
Before I get into my mind’s conversation, a small recap: The
man who questions me always was deeply discontent with the Life he lives in.
With lot of knowledge acquired through books, religious texts and his own
bitter experiences in life, he already swapped happiness in his life with
emptiness. But I can feel that is not the real emptiness. It is not actually
nullified. The actual nullification in life requires greater deal of
consciousness. I know he is a struggling piece of wood, in a heavy stream of
water. He is conscious that he is flowing with the stream, but I can sense that
unconsciously he is trying to get into any one shore but is confused which
shore. He felt that “Nothing” is there in life and everything is “Vanity”. But
he was not able to understand when I said “Life is nothing I agree, It will
fulfill only when you understand that “Everything” lies in that “Nothing”. According to me What we see, What we conceive,
What we perceive is “Vanity”. But what would we call the sense of perception,
touch and feel. What causes it? Though everything is Vanity, all living beings,
everything lives in it right. Knowing Life is Nothing, is that good neglecting
life completely? It would be a mere pretension. I sensed it from the Young Man.
Most of the times I was reminded of this “Nothingness”,
especially through this youngster, but I had to put forth a series of questions
to get the answer and still seeking...
Conscious: What is it? Don’t I remember that this world is
“Nothing” and all is “Vanity”. Had I not incurred losses in my whole life?
Didn’t I lost my Friends, My lovable ones, My hard earned money, etc.,
Subconscious : Yes. The life itself is impermanent. Nothing
will stay here, physically. Don’t you know anything too emotionally attached
will create a state of unhappiness. What happened in your life is also the same
thing only. It is only to make you understand the Law of impermanence.
Conscious: Aren’t people living in the same way?
